new outlook on things

i have always been the kind of person that likes to help everyone solve there problems. even if they stab me in the back later on but just recently I'm feed up with everyone stabbing me in the back and acting like they don't care.. Or they only use me for a ear so they can vent.. Someone was talking to me a week ago and told me that i need to help people just not let them bring me down that i need to defend myself and stand up for what i believe in... before i would just say that I'm fine with it and let them walk all over me... but not anymore I'm am not going to let anyone stab me in the back.. i will listen to them but I'm not going to let them bring me down

the weather

i love the smell of the air before it rains.. the smell that is like no other smell.. the humidity is so heavy that you no in less then 24 hours it may rain. and when it finally starts to rain it gives you a sense of hope that everything will be ok because everything is washed away... the weather we are having now is crazy one day its extremely nice then the next is really cold.. one day its really sunny the next its raining... some people thinks its global warming others don't.. i think that allot of the changes in the weather are because of global warming..

new outlook

do you have a place that you love being at. like a room or a park. in this place do u feel safe, or warm, is it around here or is it five hundred miles away? Do other people no about the place or is it your secret place? When do you go to this place, is it when you need to think or get some anger out. i think that everyone has a place, a place that you love being at or just love the thought of that place. maybe you have two place.. but my question to u is why is that your place??



restively i delopmet a new on its quiet its sercure and that were i do most of my thinking these days.............

the new arrival in my family

my sister is pregnant and im very excited because that means that i will be an aunt again and i cant wait she is due in November a few days after my b-day and the baby will be here when my brother gets married however the bad thing is my other sister kris is getting marred in October and that means that Kim can't travel so she will miss Kris's wedding.. kim and brad (brother-in-law) doesnt care what it is but i hope its a baby girl

prom

im soo excited prom is less then 2 weeks away however that also brings up the fact that our last few weeks as high school students are almost over. to be honest i think that all of us are going to miss it weather or not we admit to other. we all what to start our life and move on. but for most people it scares them to think that they will be leaving all of their friends and a sense of childhood behind. i no that I'm ready to graduate and move on... but the question is are you scared or are u ok with moving on???