feelin the love

nothing new just me and my everyday drama that never seams to stop but i am stronger bc of every thing and everyone in my life............. i am so greatful for the people that care about me and i would do anything for them

work

i really need a new job before summer bc i am trying to buy a new car and save for college so if anyone has an idea let me no. i really would like to stay away from the fast food area


any ideas.....

.........

i just realized that i hated you all along,
the way you made me second guess myself,
"your two fat" those words ran through my head every day,
you made me so insecure about myself,
like i was never good enough for anyone not even you,
i thought i was in love i thought you were the one,
now i no that your the one that's scum, not me
your the one that doesn't deserve to be happy,
your the one that made me always cry myself to sleep,
well guess what
i hate your guts and i don't need u

bc i have the greatest friends in the world that saved me from you

life.....

so i was offered to move out of my parents house and into an appartment with my friend it scares me bc on some level i want move out and stand on my own two feet but on the other hand i think that if i save my money now and get an appartment a year from now then i will be better off... i really want to move out and start my life... i just really dont know wat to do..... there is alot to think about and so little time to think