....... my job.......

stressed im losing my job bc they r closing there doors at my job in and now im on the hunt for a new one... i really dont want them to close bc its an awesome place to work at the people are great the customers are awesome.. i made some great friends there and im really going to miss the talks we all have at lunch and the stupid pranks we play on each other.. this will probably be the only job that i will miss.... o well when one door closes, another one opens

"life as it happens"

my brother Kyle is getting married and im in the wedding which im very honored to be asked. however it also brings up the fact that we are so close and i rely on him for allot... but since him and Tricia (future sister in law) has moved in together things have changed and i am trying to adapt to them its just im afraid that once they are married and his life with Tricia is in full swing that our talks that we have and our relationship will suffer... or at least be allot different im just really nervous bc this week has been really hard and he hasn't been around for a while..... i guess what im saying is i wish that somethings wouldn't change

okk

ok so there has been allot that has happened within the last 48 hrs and idk if i really know what to do. i am supposed to go see a friend but she has hurt me and back-stab me so many times that i cant trust what she says or does around me. there is more drama then normal and i really want to scream at the stupid people that are creating the drama.. i was very sick last week and still feel like i wont be able to ketch up on my work that i had that week.. im really busy and stressed