Thursday, October 30, 2008
In any highschool that you go to no matter if its the east coast or the south... in every grade there is wat we lable the popular group, the goths, druggies, thew specail needs group, and so on........ in each group there is a bully, a loud mouth, a drunk, a shy one, the loser, and there is that some one in every group that everyone forgets about unless they want advice from that one person.... there is that one person that acts like they are ok but they are really not... they act like nothing can get to them like they are untouchable... but in side all they want is for that one person to just relate to them....they feel like they are the only one out there that can be strong for there friends and for the self.... why is it that in every group there is that someone that can relate to the other group but when the goths, look at the druggies or when the popular group looks at the special needs group that we think we are nothing alike. why is it that we all cant get alone with each other. Why cant we just see that there is that one person in every group that you can relate to.... at the end of every day we are all just people.......... if we didn't have a lable or ideas of how the popular kids, or the goths should act then each group would think the other group was "weird"......... i just wished that we didnt lable people just by the groups they are in...... bc if you get to no the indivdual person they may not me who you thought they were
Monday, October 27, 2008
ya
so there isn't much going on right now just working every night and not getting home until midnight, then waking up at 6 to go to school or my other job.... i cant wait until my birthday bc I'm sleeping in and not worrying about a thing...... so this weekend was fun bc my jerk of an ex started talking to me again............ he asked if we could meet up this weekend and return our stuff back to each other and say our final goodbye........ i don't no if i should meet up with him because my current boyfriend wants to meet him bc he doesnt trust my ex with me alone and i told him that i wasnt going to be alone bc i would have my best friend with me.... i just dont think it is a good idea four them to meet bc of everything that has happened and the reasons why we broke up.....
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
cont.....
So i told the person that needed to no and now i am so glad bc we have gotten even closer now and i wish i wasnt SCARED in the first place bc everything tried out fine..... now its my family isues to worry about
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Should i or shouldnt i
So i am withholding a huge secret from someone extremely important to me and i have to decide if i should tell them... however if i do tell them it may destore him... but if i dont and he finds out from someone else it will hurt him even more.... we have never kept anything from each other before and it is killing me now not being able to tell him..... but if i tell him then we may never talk again because of what the secret intels...... and i dont think i can take that either...... my best friend says that i should just let it be...... but i just dont no if i can do that ....... what should i do tell him or just let it be
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
family do u have 2 love them
ever since i was little i was always told that blood is thinker then water. this past week i was told that a family issue has been brought up resonlly. it has been around now for a few years but because its a sore subject we just never brought it up during family events. Well its now out in the open and the one thing that i was most passionate about getting because it was rightfully mine i cant get because my aunt wont allow it. i told my family that i would buy it from my aunts and uncles but my family just says to leave it be. should i just leave it be or should i claim whats rightfully mine? i hate this situation
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